great news!!!

I am cancer free! The reason why the radiologist was acting wierd is that he didnt want to get my hopes up...only to have them crushed. I am so happy!!!

Now if I could get enough money to get up to Colorado for my surgery, I would be in decent shape!

My neurosurgeon is wanting me up there January 21st but I have no money to my name so I dont see how its even possible.

I am pleading with all of you because I am as deperate as I have ever been, Please help me out so I can get better! Donate and help me get to colorado???

Thanks for checking out my blog as always , take care until next time!

shay

scared

My oncologist called me into the office last week to discuse my blood test results. She told me that my T-cells were scattered and off the charts????? She sent me for a sonogram of the breasts and a dexa (bone scan).

I went to have the tests done on the 27th. The radiologist came into the room after viewing the sonogram and told me he was concerned about what he viewed on it...and needed a new mamogram to further investigate.

I have had more my fair share of tests in the past 5 years and never has the radiologist came into the room! Im freaking out!

I wont get any results from my oncologist until january 2nd or 3rd....waiting is killing me inside!

The worst thing that could happen is the chemo and radiation therapies didnt work and it matastisized. Im so scared!

As far as the Chiari goes, my NS has started me on nuerotine until we can come up with the money for the nerve stimulator to be put in. I am still getting severe migraines and my memory loss seems to be increasingly worse! Im beyond frustrated at this point!

well thanks for letting me vent as always! :)