scared

My oncologist called me into the office last week to discuse my blood test results. She told me that my T-cells were scattered and off the charts????? She sent me for a sonogram of the breasts and a dexa (bone scan).

I went to have the tests done on the 27th. The radiologist came into the room after viewing the sonogram and told me he was concerned about what he viewed on it...and needed a new mamogram to further investigate.

I have had more my fair share of tests in the past 5 years and never has the radiologist came into the room! Im freaking out!

I wont get any results from my oncologist until january 2nd or 3rd....waiting is killing me inside!

The worst thing that could happen is the chemo and radiation therapies didnt work and it matastisized. Im so scared!

As far as the Chiari goes, my NS has started me on nuerotine until we can come up with the money for the nerve stimulator to be put in. I am still getting severe migraines and my memory loss seems to be increasingly worse! Im beyond frustrated at this point!

well thanks for letting me vent as always! :)